it just happened...
after confused thingy, desperate with the "old thing", on the way to my healing thingy...something come even am not really sure coz' lotz of a - z thingy factor & i thought it will really hard to let go the old thing *YESH...i really did*.

it came really fast in my new chapter of life after the "old thing", not realized at first...but after all this things happened & the attentions slowly fade away make me feeling loss...

Honestly...
am feeling comfy...but still lotz of thingy in my head *this & that & not really sure*, but i want those attentions back ! *sounds really selfish..huh !*

it's like GOD says: "Look child I still ♥ you, still blessed u, u still live your life after the "old thing" happened."
hahaha...maybe GOD give me all this "blinking moment" to make me realized that my life still beautiful & wonderful, and one thing..that HE still give me a warm Heart :)

Thanx FATHER for this experience...will keeping my "precious thing" in safety place, till' YOU open it & giving it to me :) Thanx for this teary smile...Thanx for created me strong outside :) *inside am fragile...ALERT ! Lolz*

Rite now 3:00 AM in the morning & i still can't sleep...after a few hours ago texted *feels like stranger :(* hhmm...later i think should make a distance to make me strong & back to my "safety place" *maybe it really hard coz i'm SELFISH !* maybe this is one of my healing moment after hard to let go the "old thing", maybe this is the TESTING that GOD give me *arrgghhh....really tiring to passing all this moment again*, my mind not really into it & i already blocked it, but honestly why...tears drop from my eyes *after the strange thingy*, but am not really hurt...confusing >__<

still dunno what i feel... maybe i must get over it & passing this testing before am getting deeply into it *SURELY*, still waiting the trully "gift" from GOD :)
wish me luck... *11:11* ;)

Now Playing: I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAIN by SPLENDER

Not in my good mood...

Randomly...

BLANK...

but thanx GOD today is Friday, last day of my work week...
typing this thingy at my office...can't wait for going home... :)

Rite now...am at my office, lil' bit sleepy & tired. Really need a spare time to relaxing my Brain (_ _")
kinda busy these days, i mizz blogging, enjoying my moment, reading my fave book, taking picture, listening my fave song...really mizz those times >__<
will trying to find a spare time to do it my fave things.

Rite now...i do really need My BED, PILLOW & BOLSTER & Good song :'(

Been really busy these days, today is the last day working for this week & month and it's mean i must attending End of Month's meeting *wheeeww*
Really need to hibernate, need to sleep, need to recover my bods !
gonna blogging *again* soon,
will enjoy my Friday nite on the bed & i'll turn the light OFF, Finally *Yatta !* before back to my daily routine

You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
- Eleanor Roosevelt -

wohoooo...am so happy todayyy coz Spain beat Honduras 2:0 after they lost from Switzerland 1:0 at previous match, not really satisfied...but at least they could go to next level and still fighting till the last match at World Cup.

Today thanx to DV7 (David Villa), even though he missed the penalty kick goal am still happy, he's still da man, all the scores has made by him with others help *of course* :)

SPAIN is the greatest team ever !

btw...my Fave one in this team are not the striker, i love the Goalkeeper "Iker Casillas Fernandez" he had a great skill, agility, speed & also a Saviour for the Team. Talented Captain.

P.S: Whatever happen...i STILL have Faith in SPAIN, Vida La España ;)

arrghh...i miss this blogging thingy moment...
miss to write what i feel, miss to post the pic that i like, miss my productive writing moment after midnight, miss many things here... ;)

Think i'm gonna start blogging again *frequently*
most of my blogging moment starting when i'm feeling depressed with all the situations around me and what my heart feels, it feels like yesterday happened when i'm feeling stressful with my uni thingy, but Thanx GOD all this confusing thingy is almost over =D *still bless me LORD*

i'm writing this thingy while i'm waiting for my lecturer, here..this place make me flashback few years ago, when i'm always waiting for next class, when i had lotz of curious thingy inside my head, when i'm always guessed..., a smile, thoughts, curiousity, falling :) yeah...some place sumtimez make us remembering *again* all the thing happened.

I used to hate all the things happened and i used to smile too LOLz
lotz of things happened and Thanx JC i'm still strong and always can smile :) 

Life's Moving On...
I'm Looking Forward...
Never Looking Back on My Past...

hhhmmm...gonna enjoy this moment of mine, when there's no one inside,
someday i'm gonna miss it ;) *trying to throw all the bad memories away, think i did it hahahaha*

p.s: lil' bit sleepy :(

I must studying & prepare everything *NOW* for the next monday *another monday*, hahahaha...my life startin' at monday lately *it should be on tuesday in my case =P*, i hope today the weather still sunny juz like now, hope there's no rain coz it makes me lazy all day long.
Brightly Sunny Day, please still be it in this day :)

Enjoying ur Happy Sunny Friday guyz ;)

p.s: Hey all the laziness...please GO AWAY !!!

Alredi here on Posterous, am gonna write here too..
come to my new Posterous Blog, tryin' to manage all my blogs directly from dis blog ;)
Testing...

Lolz

Tryin' my new blog on posterous & maybe i'll merge everythin' here ;)
juz tryin' it first :)